Back to square one

I coordinated what turned out to be a great plan.  I decided that I would let the clinic call my DH at work, then I could call him when I wake up and it would soften the blow.  So that's what we did.  And, it worked, it softened the blow.  I actually thought all morning that I felt pregnant, but that must have been my mind playing tricks on me.  I called my DH when I woke up this afternoon and his words, "We're back to square one".  He spent the next 45 minutes just talking, giving his thoughts, and being supportive (a lot more than the RN would have done from the clinic!).  We ARE back to square one.  I guess we'll take few minutes to absorb all of this and go from here.